Like my best friend's boyfriend.
So, my best friend, let's call her Lu, 'cause that's what I call her; even though it's in no way similar to her name, is a great person, but she's also a really difficult person. I love her a lot; she's fantastic, and I know my life wouldn't be the same without her, but it sucks that she's as into her guy as she is. Don't get me wrong, I want her to be happy more than anything else in the world, and I don't think it's a problem to be happy with your boyfriend, but this guy's kind of a dick. I've tried to like him, but the few times I've met him, he's just rubbed me the wrong way. Anyway, a couple of weeks ago, he told her that he wants to slow down, because they got into a fight, and things were kind of weird, even after they'd made up. Now, I don't have a problem with that, and I almost think it's the healthy thing for them to do, but when I asked her if that meant that they were going to stop having sex, she said no. He's refusing to tell her that he loves her, but he still wants to fuck her. I have a problem with that. Lu has never been the type that would just give it up for anyone; she lost her virginity to her this douche, and he's definitely not her first boyfriend. He's not even the first guy she's been in a relationship with for over a year, so I think that says something... I'm trying not to let this bother me, because I know that it has nothing to do with me, but I really don't want her to get hurt again. I does help to journal about things that piss me off, so that's nice. God, I hope she eventually realizes that douche isn't good enough for her; until then, I'll grin and bear. Goodbye, journal.